Friday, February 6, 2009

sorrow in my fart...

indeed life is just as fair as it could be. i am not implying on the financial burden that keeps pressuring my head into the boulders of my shoulders, figuratively. in spite of the fact that my allowance merely cover as much as books fee, i'm grateful that i could spare tid-bits for my meagre meals (not completely meagre... just fishing out sympathies). at least i didn't suffer as much as my ikhwans in Palestine. those filthy israelites >:( Allah will punish them. i'm sure Allah Taala will give them the best of punishments and make them feel the evil of their deeds.
i am sorrowful pondering over their screams in hell afterward... sorrowful enough to shed some tears of joy for them there and then.

i had really intended on buying 3G broadband just now but i dawned to me that i don't have ENOUGH money yet. i need FAMA scholarship pretty soon if i buy that thing. Urgh!

i've been reading quite a few islamic books and i think they way Masqood elaborated everything is so enlightening. i love reading it and yes, when i read it i don't like any interruptions in the interim because, of course, when your concentration is disturbed, the percentage of your understanding will dramatically fall.

The Da Vinci Code is kind of good too but the writer's exposure of how pagan understanding of human nature becomes some sort of a religion and that it is more pure than the infamous christian strike me as ironic. and i don't like the writer stereotyping all religion as giving more benefit to men. anyway, the writer did put in a numerous impressive facts. that's why i just had to continue reading that book. though, by reading it, i think it shook a lot of good thoughts out of my mind. Even so, i think my dad should read it. Dad, read this book. it's great. i know you would like it.

my friend yana is a very thoughtful person. Thank YOU yana for letting me use your 3G even for 15 minutes...